i may not be the best. i may be misunderstood. i know i cannot be that someone you expected me to be. but i am still me. still that same out-of-tuned key.

i'll keepon playing.




Joel.
20o10o88
studyin at Republic Poly
>.lost in lyfe.

my lifeas itis.

Friday, February 04, 2005

i'm bored bored bored!! staying at home isnt killin tyme for me! i wanna go out but yet, there's nth to do outside...sigh sigh sigh...my dad came back from china yst morning...nth much change realli...act as though everything ish okie...haiz..but now he's back, mus act guai again...he dun allow mi to stay up late in the nitez...say mus be a "NORMAL" person...wadz dat suppose to mean anyway? stay up late means i not normal meh...on the acct dat he's my dad, i nv argue back...if not, i will argue back de...the bible says to honour ure parents..dats wad i'm trying to do...haiz...aiya...realli very bored at home la...got any idea on wadz to do? haha...sound so pathetic mi...at least tmr i got backup practice...den oikos and den reunion dinner...mayb go play piano kill abit of tyme den lata see how...sigh...

still the same.| 2:19 PM

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

Dear Lord,
I now pray dat no matter how desperate dat person might be rite now, i pray dat u can still guide her and lead her away from harm...Lord, pls let her know dat she'll nv be alone in this world and even if ppl do hate her, pls let her understand dat we're not of this world and dats why ppl hate us...becos Jesus said dat if he'll be persecuted, wad more his disciples...so Lord, i'll jus pray dat u'll protect her from harm...let her be alrite and arrive home safely...in Jesus name i pray, *amen*


sighs...dat prayer is for a person call Jamie de...sighs...realli worried for her now...though she must be hating mi to the core becoz i gave her dozens of miss calls and when i finally got thru, she got fed up and hang up on mi...sighs...Lord...i've done all i could, prayed all dat i shld...pls tell mi wad else to do...this is the last thing dat i wan to see happening to ppl around me...i'd rather it happen on mi den others Lord...sigh...i wish i can go find her but i dunno where she is...i jus wish i could...i realli dread this...sighs...i realli cant think of anything else le lah!! argh...this sucks...i think i'm gonna go back to paryer ba...hope dat she'll be fine...sighs

still the same.| 12:39 AM

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key of C. o

try as i may.
i can never explain.

key of D. o

i cant' be somebody.
i'm really not.

key of E. o

i know there's.
some time to change.

key of F. o

everything's changing.
yet i don't feel.
the same.

key of G. o

always caught.
up in circles.
confusion is.
nothing new.

key of A. o

i never believed.
in dreaming.
it never.
got me very far.

key of B. o

i tried.
to find myself.
i always.
get lost.

key of higher C. o

no one see.
me rightly.
i'm always.
a fault.

key of higher D. o

i tried to fly.
away from reality.
but gravity.
pulled me back.

key of higher E. o

still i'll keep on playing.
that same out-of-tune key.
that everybody thought of me.